totally

I was

totally surprised when Nelson came home and explained that he was in a car accident on the way home from work

totally relieved and thankful that neither he nor anyone else was hurt

totally shocked by the appearance of the car--the whole frame is bent.  You can barely open the trunk and the passenger-side door

totally anxious about dealing with the insurance company

totally sad because we just paid the car off

totally thankful again that Nelson wasn't hurt

The insurance guy came yesterday.  Of course, the car is totaled.  I guess we're going car shopping next week.  (I totally hate that.)